Today has been a ragetastic day. Honestly, it really hasn’t been a horrible day, but I’m just irritated by everything. I want to hit something. I want to break something. I want to not be mad at every fucking thing.
Hormones are fucked right now, and it’s making me feel extra insane. Also extra depressed. Being this ragey causes me to not want to do anything. Usually when I would get like this, I would blast out a poem or two. I’m not even in the mood to do that.
I do enjoy that the creative mood is being invigorated due to Twitch Creative. Finding streams of creative people doing art stuff actually makes me inclined to do it again. Just not sure that it will happen tonight.
I want to float away in a river. Just let the cool water wash away the burning rage.
I guess I’ll settle for brownies.